Nervous Ass Hell!

Hi! i havent been writing lately, just a little bit busy. Tomorrow is an exciting day for me. I'm meeting with a producer to try out my rapping and show him some of my work. I'm eating my nails, bitting my lips, wiggling my toes and constantly playing with my hair. Ive always prepared for failure before i prepare for success, so here is what can go wrong: I can sound horrible, he can hate my lyrics, I get upset thank him for his time and I leave with my head between my legs (not literally) lol. If that happens, then it'll take me a couple of days to get over it and then I'll just start writing again, and continue practicing my rapping. Now, on the other hand: he can really like my lyrics, I can actually sound good, and  can hopefully start working with him. Even if I cant rap, but he likes my lyrics, I can still work with him. Then, saturday 29th I have a photoshoot with a modeling agency out in Brooklyn! This is a good way to srart the year, right? *Looks around for support* Lol. Well guys pray for me, and keep your fingers crossed! thanks in advance :-) I'm gonna sign out early so that I can get some beauty sleep for tomorrow! Good Night, Karellys!